I finished watching a video on the Met’s “Punk: Chaos to Couture” extravaganza and I have to admit that I waxed nostalgic for a few moments. Ahhh…punk where have you gone?
If you could see me, if you could truly see me…you would see ripped jeans, a vintage Ramone’s t-shirt, chucks, tattoos, piercings, and a glaring neon mohawk. Oh, the days!
That is what I look like inside. On the outside, I am some of that and the rest of who the public needs to see, and then who I need to see.
Just for the record, I already wrote this blog post once, but I guess it was not exactly what it should be (?) because it did not save. I thought ehhh!! I have to write it again, but as I do so….well, I see a bigger picture than just a few minutes ago.
This is not about me, although it started that way, as most of these writings do. Here on the virtual page we express our experiences, and how they effect our thoughts and feelings in our world.
Today, I am looking at several people, myself included. I see a friend as well as my younger daughter, and I see that the words that will come out here will have weight and purpose. So, a quick thanks to all that support this endeavor of mine to speak the truth…whatever the truth looks like.
I am 42 y/o, overweight, handi-abled, shaved head, loud and proud Being. Proud of who I am in this society, but also proud of who I’m not. I have shifted greatly with this shift and see those around me going through the struggle of shedding their outer layer…so to speak.
“We are in a time of integration. Integrating many selves into a more “whole” self. We are many forms in many planes, and exist simultaneously within ourselves.”
*So, for the audience I just want to interject that my blog has been semi-highjacked by Source, so the sudden change of topic (or not) is something I am allowing and accept. I just wanted the disclaimer that this is channel.
I will continue in this style while typing channeled information.
“Realize that you have come here for a reason, you know that you are recognized as your truth, and that your endeavor to solicit attention to this channel is recognized. Thank you for not interfering with the flow. I assume you have taken precautions for the truth and only the truth to manifest within, and I acknowledge adhering to these mandates. Thank you again for understanding the magnitude of the information and how it must be adapted to the general audience’s view. No reason to feel shy. We do not bite. (laughter)
Realize, once again, that you have been chosen to relay this message, and that it is you who must do so. Proceed with your original plan to allow testimony to the truth and all will be well.
I know that you are somewhat afraid still of the impact of these words on this audience of yours, but please, rest assured you are given whatever it is you need to accomplish this task.
We appreciate your sincerity and your ability to step aside for the greater good. Thank you for your patience.
Dear audience thank you for receiving us this day, as I hope it finds you well. We rejoice in the many who are following this thread and the need you have to discover the truth of yourself as we knew you would.
There are times that have been most difficult, recently, in your world, and you have struggled greatly. Fear not this presence now that you feel, as it is for your benefit only. Realize that you are capable of any decision you need to make for yourself and those you care for. Remember that they are part of the Source itself, and part of the knowledge of BEing, part of the revolution of the whole which has sought to be ONE once more in physical as well as here in the light. You remember once you had a dream of the many and the many spoke the same. You are becoming one with your own now, and this is a very intricate process that you benefit from greatly. This process can be taxing as your physical body stretches to accomodate most of your true essence, and your belief in your own abilities to transform yourself, your life your motivation for living itself! Be open to the new, as it is your true way. Do not deceive yourself into believing that you are experiencing these memories for no reason. All is within you. You ARE the light and the guide as well as the truth, and you will come around again soon…knowing, debating, challenging these changes these beliefs, and insecurities will flare.
Think what you will, but it is futile to remain closed off to Spirit. What you possess is yourself, nothing more, nothing less. Open up to it, and you will be greatly surprised at the result. Shrug off the old, relieve yourself of these burdens. They are only self-imposed, only brought on by your own misguidance and illusion. You can leave this behind at any time…what will you create with your new abilities? We are all waiting to see. I know you can do this! I am so happy for you and all of us are grateful for the challenges you endure for the greater good. There is no need to justify your freedom, only acceptance is required.
Thank you again for your permission and your patience. We are very honored to know you and to keep you in our company. “
That was nice actually, I was not entirely expecting it, but I am also being told to record it in voice. I guess it is time, as I have been trying to do this for so long, and having difficulty doing so. Amazing really. This ride of ours gets better and better…please feel free to come along!!